Dear Man

Why is this now? Why am I seeing these visions...The end?

I am afraid… too afraid even to think about it. How come I already feel the edge of everything?

If I could just comeback … will I choose another path? Why am I regretting already even though it is not yet the point to turn back?

Or neither am just wrong…that it is already the turning point but, couldn’t accept it nor even see it.

Or simply because I was blinded...